I really want to become more confident. This morning, my English teacher called me fat. I didn’t even know everyone heard until someone approached me about it. I guess it’s a good thing because I looked terribly sick and boney a couple months ago. But why am I still so insecure? I want to be like those people who don’t get affected by bad things said about them. I might act like I don’t care, but deep down I actually do. Also, the other day, I got hacked. He or she posted “I look like a fag” on my own account. I wanted to believe that it was just a silly joke but I couldn’t. Maybe I should really start believing in the TRUTH instead of what is true. It is true that I may not look as attractive as others, but the TRUTH is that God sees and loves me as much as he loves those people more attractive than me. But nonetheless, I WILL BLOOM. Just give it like 3 years.